Before I go, I just want to tell you, you were fantastic. Absolutely fantastic. And you know what? So was I.
This is going to be my last post here for a while. Don’t worry I will be back. Some of my followers have made it clear to me that they care and actually like my blog. That make me feel good and I will not disappoint you guys when I came back but there’re something I have to figure out.
This summer I was hopping to have a great one with friends and family but things have gotten complicated among everyone. New emotions arose and old linger. New fears have taken root and old ones have grown. I leaving (for a while) because I need a fresh start on things. A new outlook and to meet some new people while keeping the ones from my past that I still care about. Which are like 5. Since some of those 5 are on here, and you know you are, you know where I’m coming from with this.
But before I go here are some of the last things I want to get off my chest. 1) This one is pretty hard to say but then again all the meaningful things are. Fun Size, I like you. Crush like and that stuff. Been trying to say it but a lot of things tell me it’s a dead end. You have your like way out there and I’m where out here. Something tells me you’ve known too but hey. Just really wanted to get that off my chest. Now you know. 2) Monkey, I miss you. The old you. It’s hurts. I know you’re happy and thats good. I’m happy for you. 3) Handles bars, I’m glad you found something and you’re happy. I really am. It’s made you a better person. Don’t fuck up. 4) Pond and My Son, you guys have been there for me through the hard times and have forgiven me. I “L” word you. Shut up it’s hard for me to say it but I do. 5) Death will always come at the end and I’m terrified of loosing the ones I love. But I will try to be strong in the upcoming years.
Now I really am NOT expecting this to change anything among anything one but these are things that have been bugging me for months now. Hopefully I can sleep a bit better now.
Well I’m off but and to end it all. On how I’m going to improve on begging a person I thought of the most fitting Doctor Who quote that is close to me like the tittle of this thing I wrote here- Times change and so must I.We all change. When you think about, it we’re all different people all through our lives and that’s OK. That’s good. Gotta keep it moving, so long as you remember all the people that you used to be. I will not forget one line of this, not one day, I swear.
Be blogging soon, Michael.