Keep Calm and Trust Me

The truth

Most people stay away from me because they’ve lost interest. I’m not into singing or dancing or being loud as most of my friends. I am on occasions. But just because I’m different doesn’t mean they should ignore me. Sure my temper has gotten the best of me at time but it’s because of exclusion I get from them. I’ve said I’m sorry and I’ve tried to be a better person but when you know their haggling out without inviting you, it kills. I also think they haven’t even forgiven me and I don’t blame them. No text, no call just nothing at all. Their always together having fun being loud singing and dancing. They have each other while day in and day out it’s school and home for me. I shouldn’t really bother with this but it kills me. They just might not care as much as I do. This is why I’m always in an ehh mood. Abandonment is torture. It hardens the heart and deprives one of the most basic human needs. Safety, acceptance, confidence and love.